Thank you everyone for the replies! I am having a horrible day and when I logged on and looked at all of my messages, it made me smile! I just don't understand why some people are given children and then so many of us have them taken away. I am angry at the world and the guilt is weighing on my shoulders. Doesn't help that my profession is working with troubled kids who's parents don't seem to care about them at all

Welcome once again. LAM is wonderful it helped me in my healling process and is still where I freely take out whats inside my heart.

Welcome to Lam! It's been said already - you've found a wonderful place where your thoughts and emotions are always understood and there is always somebody who knows what you are going through. I am sorry you have had reason to find us, but glad that you did.



This was just so perfectly said too. And something I myself think almost daily. You will get past this tough time and one day you will have that baby in your arms.

I know how you feel. After my m/c's it got to the point where I couldn't even go grocery shopping without getting angry. Drive without getting angry. WAKE UP without getting angry. It will get better, and we will all be here when you need us!

After my m/c I was in a similar situation ... it did make it so much harder. I think during that period of time is when I was the hardest on the parents I worked with ... but in all honesty, that might not have been a bad thing.
My thoughts are with you.

((Hugs)) any time you need to talk we are here to listen.